Horrible timing, to start off with.
Next to horrible idea. Horrible smell in this place in either case.
I'm sitting in brain filth. Nothing that i produce brings forth any sense of value to anyone. I am not myself enough to even garner a sense of worth via selfish decisions. I'm losing what it means to have a lasting impression. I don't know if i ever had it, but i'm obviously wrong in my assumption that "first impressions don't matter, nor do any impressions of anything matter."
The true value of a person can only be measured by the person themselves.
And if that person feels like a steaming turd, there is no amount of camouflage to prove otherwise.
